How are you, bloggerhearts? Fine? Sad? Happy? Whatever your feelings are, listen to What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction and it will boost your spirit! :) Hehehe. I'm not one of Directioners okay. I just love the song. Anyway, this week had been very hectic. Was busy with all those homeworks. Yeah, as tall as the Gunung Tahan. Kira tak banyak mana pun sebenarnya. I will try to avoid from procrastinating the homeworks this year.
There was class streaming for Form Four students, we were arranged according to our PMR trial result last year. I was in 4 Generous along with Yana. -Thank god, she's with me- The last class is it? But I made a conclusion that the class is excluded from the class ranking since we're the only class dropping Biology. 4 Generous is the combination of students who took ICTL and PA. We have to drop Biology :3 Well, mula-mula semua wajib ambik Biology but then, I don't know why it was changed out of blue. I was fine with it. Because, I'm not going to take any course related with medical in university anyway.
There was a slight problem about THE POSITION IN CLASS. Well, suruh Syimir tolong tandakan tempat dekat depan sekali yang tengah. But guess what? Oh, itu tempat orang lain yang dah duduk yang kekal kelas tu punya. And I was like, oh okay. Alih dekat belakang, and then another girl came and says that's her friend's place. And, I was very the geram but I let the feelings flew away. So, I went out from the class and wait for the placement thing to settle and I'll just take&redha dengan kedudukan yang tinggal. Great solution, kan? And the result? I am sitting at the back with Yana :3 Oh, I don't give a damn about it. I care less. I can still learn :)
I understand how it feels if people take our place. I faham 'cause I have always try to put myself in someone's shoes. I have always try not to hurt them eventhough I am the one who's hurt. I don't care 'cause I don't wanna hurt anybody. But if I do, I truly am sorry from the bottom of my heart.
Anyway, I learnt something today. I should/will never interfere people's problem. Even it's my close friends'. Well, for sure, Faezezanee and Faiz Sufyan are excluded. The others? I don't know. Nanti dikata busybody pulak. So, I won't interfere your problem EVER AGAIN. InsyaAllah. My niat is just to help out since I can't stand watching my friends in problem/trouble/hardship, lagi-lagi my close friends. But what to do, I just have to deal with it :) I am nice! Mark that word :p
This Sunday, I'll start learning. InsyaAllah, I will work hard this year. I don't wanna play in class anymore. I don't wanna act childish anymore. Ehh! Pause! I WILL ACT CHILDISH :p But not too much laa, I know the limit :) And, I'll try to score in every examination. InsyaAllah. Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku. Izinkanlah aku untuk berjaya pada tahun ini. Amin. I am alert of what I'll face next year. I'll face a very HUGE EXAMINATION that determines where I'll be, will I be in the top universities and etcetera.
Wish me luck guys!
until then, Assalamualaikum.
Lots of love, Syafiqah Ismail. Xoxo.
